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I'm a mom. I don't enjoy being a stay at home mom because i go insane enough to need a therapist. I just moved to a new state and I need a job. Here's the issue, in my whole marriage I haven't had a job for even a full year.

1st year – quit because of an insane manager.

2nd year – quit around month 10 bc i got pregnant (wanted this)

3-5 years – stay at home mom. Spiraled into a lonely insanity, got help, kid went to kindie i got a job.

5th year for 8 months had a job (loved it to bits but I didn't have enough time for family. Really only got 1 day off)

6th year – moved and have been unemployed for 2 months. Clock is ticking. Need job.

Ai took everything I love doing. Creating art? No shot. Assisting, building relationships, being intuitive and going above and beyond, feeling like a hero to someone. In this timeline? fat chance.

I'm screwed and it is so hard to not feel like a failure but I don't know what to do. I'd clean sewers if I got just 60k mon-fri 7am to 3pm. My husband asks what my career ambitions are and it's hard to explain that they're shot to shit before I even started. Ladies and they'd theydies i need some outside perspectives

My skills excel in sales, communications, stakeholder engagement, scheduling, (like appointments not time clocks) management Assisting, and relationship building.

I have a Bachelor's degree of Science in project management.

Tl;Dr: I'm floppin' like a fish out here.

Credit to YouTuber @NearOTP

The shelf had been standing there unused for quite some time. I noticed it whilst cleaning and tidying up.