(written last night but i fell asleep LOL)
i’m finally in my own apartment in a new city at 22!! i feel like it hasn’t really sank in yet because of all the stress of the many things i have to do in this process. but i really am so grateful. all the years of living with my tumultuous family and then dealing with having strangers as roommates. and all the times i felt alone but still couldn’t even be alone in my space. i can’t believe i’m really doing it. i’m still incredibly stressed out LMAO and it’s still looking like a pretty bare setup here, but after some time i’m gonna get her looking so nice and cool 😵💫 even in such a small space (<700sqft) i’m still shocked that the whole kitchen is mine and i don’t just get a couple cabinets lol. my nervous system is about to be so regulated.
and also the long distance is over between me and my bf! i still don’t want to live together because i wanna experience living alone for at least a year or a few, but that’s amazing as well🥹 i’ll get to see him every week instead of every month or two.
but i do miss my friends 😔💔
~~ pretzels and nutella from my first grocery haul living alone!