Author: Jazzminesdiary

This morning my boyfriend called me a hyprocrite for asking why he purposely is doing something. A little while ago, I told my boyfriend a story that involved my ex. It wasn’t because I still have feelings for him or because I was trying to compare them, I was just telling a story from my past. Looking back, I understand why it could’ve made him uncomfortable, and I apologized for it. The story was just about how he dressed in really tight casual clothes.
But ever since then for the past 5 days it feels like he keeps bringing up his exes whenever we’re talking about anything, he even said that he can be petty about that topic and talk about it since I did the same. We been having more disagreements since then I just didn't think that bothered him so much. He mention how one of his exes handled something or compare me to them. It makes me feel like I’m constantly being measured now against it.
I am pretty young (22) and not really experienced outside of this relationship. . I just feel like I’m constantly walking on eggshells, wondering if I’m going to say the wrong thing again. It’s gotten to the point where I question myself more than anything else.
Has anyone else felt this way? How do you know if you’re actually the problem, or if the relationship dynamic is just becoming emotionally exhausting? I really do care about him, but lately I feel more anxious than happy, and I don’t know what to do anymore.
Anyways popcorn for dinner, we usually go out to eat together but today he didn't want too.