I feel literal grief. We've been best friends since 2017, attatched to the hip. We went to middle, highschool, and even college together. We're neighbors, so my house was hers and hers mine. We went everywhere together and depended on each other a lot. She was more like a sister to me than a friend. We've seen each other through so many phases, both the good and bad. I just can't imagine life without her. It will never be the same. I have other friends, but nothing like the bond we share. Of course we will stay in touch, and visit each other when we can, but it's just hard to accept that our friendship will be tested by the distance. I have no idea how to cope with the sadness. I feel like i'm losing a piece of me. I miss her so much.