Oatmeal with pb, cashews, walnuts, greek yoghurt (pre workout meal lol) + new fan
Hi girlies ⭐️
Today I’m just venting and rambling.
I’ve been going to the gym for 10+ years. I’ve switched gyms 3 times. And every 6 months, I also switch crushes lol
I always have a few on rotation so when one is absent, he has a substitute.
I’ve never hit on anyone, nor has anyone hit on me. I’m too shy to make a move because I feel vulnerable at the gym, so I just stare occasionally and have my fantasies with no intentions of doing anything. Also, it gives me motivation to go!
Anyway, my most recent one has been growing on me for a few months. He grew a mustache and got insanely hotter. Sometimes he does pull-ups, and he looks so good. He’s around my age (26). Last week we were working out the 2 of us alone in the same room, and nothing happened. Not sure if it’s reciprocated, but I avoid making eye contact because I’m shy.
The biggest reason I don’t walk up to any gym crushes is not only because of my fear of rejection, but also because if I’m rejected I’ll have to see them again. And I would be so uncomfortable seeing them again that I would have to switch gyms. The gym I’m attending is way too nice, I can’t switch again 😭
But yeah this is my lighthearted, unserious vent