I’ve been single for 8 years. In therapy for 6 years. Diagnosed with CPTSD. It makes it very challenging to maintain friendships and romantic connections. I want to meet someone so badly and I’ve been trying for years. I have some ‘friends’ but again it’s just hard to form deeper connections. I check in with them, they don’t check in with me. I’m sure I’ve done plenty to damage the relationships so I don’t blame them.
I recently blew up a relationship due to my own insecurities. I learned a lot from that and I’m trying again. My last two dates asked me on a second date, then canceled. Logically, I know it’s probably not my fault, they probably just have other things going on. I’m just so lonely.